My statement on Blogmas

Soo Blogmas is over.

I hope you all had a great Christmas and a good time with your family.

I failed at Blogmas, as you may know. And I’m so sorry about it.

This was my first Blogmas and I really underestimated the stress of it.

The last days before Christmas were very stressful for me. My best friends birthday was a few days before Christmas and I had to plan her party. I was stressed about Christmas, either.

I had ideas and I even made the pictures but I didn’t hat the time to write or edit them 😦

I will try Blogmas again and I hope I’ll make it.

Thank you so much that you read my posts and I hope you stick with me through my next p

osts. I don’t know when I’m going to post or if I even have a strict day or if I just upload when I want to. I don’t know yet.

Here are all my posts from Blogmas, if you missed one:

LifeUpdate – Blogmas#1

December SetUp – Blogmas#2

Christmas Haul – Blogmas#3

Journal SetUp – Blogmas#4

Room Christmas Decor – Blogmas#5

Journal FlipThrough – Blogmas#6

Little things to get in Christmas mood – Blogmas#7

Review: The Knight before Christmas – Blogmas#8

What I spend in a week as a student – Blogmas#9

My morning routine – Blogmas#10

My tattoos – Blogmas#11

Christmas BucketList – Blogmas#12

My bedtime routine – Blogmas#13

I’m a mess – Blogmas#14

What am I studying? – Blogmas#15

A day in my life; university edition – Blogmas#16

A little therapy session – Blogmas#17

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A little therapy session | Blogmas#17

So lately my life is kinda stressful and overwhelming. This is a little therapy session for me and for you guys, if you want to share your problems with us/me.

I didn’t speak with anybody about it because I think it sounds dumb to people.

My problem: The university is so stressful at the moment and usually I split my university life and my private life. But I can’t right now. I think about all the projects and exams all the freaking time. I can’t relax, I can’t sleep and I’m feeling not myself anymore.

I honestly don’t know why but I don’t feel like myself. I can’t laugh about things I usually laugh about. I don’t speak really much because the only topic I’m speaking about is university.

And I literally don’t know what I should do.

I don’t tell my friends or family because I think that they think that I’m making a drama. But I just feel this way and I don’t know why.

Has anyone of you felt this way before? What can I do to get myself back?

And this is my first Blogmas and I was so happy but it is so stressful too so I’m really sorry that I kinda messed up this Blogmas. But it’s my first one ever and I’m still learning.

Maybe you’ve experienced a smiliar situation or you’re going through it right now.

I know it gets better but I can’t enjoy the Christmas time right know but I love Christmas…..

Hugh, okay enough of my problems. I hope you’re doing good and your life is great!

Wish u the best!


A day in my life; university edition | Blogmas#16

A day in my life; university edition | Blogmas#16

I thought I would do a little series. A day in my life. And the first one is university edition. Pleas forgive me that it isn’t perfect. I’m still learning.

That day I had to get up early because I had to work before I went to university.

If you want to know how I spend my morning, read my morning routine!

A day in my life, university edition

If you want to know how I spend my evenings, read my bedtime routine!

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What am I studying?| Blogmas#15

What am I studying?| Blogmas#15

Maybe some of you wondered what I do or study. Or maybe nobody wants to know, either way this post clarifies this question: What am I studying? 

I’m studying media technology. I am at a “FH”, I don’t know if it is everywhere but in Austria are universities and universities of. applied science. If anyone cares what the differences is, I’m happy to explain.

I’m currently in my third semester, which thank god is over soon, halleluja. My studies take six semester so I’m almost half way through it. There are two different areas in media technology. On the one hand there is the Audio/Video area, which includes videoshoots, audio recordings, the whole set up and more. And on the other hand there is interactive media. Here is all about programming, app development, web design and development and much more.

In the first year, so in the first two semesters, we had all subjects from both areas. We had to specialise for the third semester. I am in interactive media.

Yes I’m a programmer! Sometimes I can’t believe it haha

That’s what I am studying. When I’m done with that. I’ll still doing the master and then I’m going into app & web development. At least I intend to, maybe something will change.

I’m very happy with my studies and I’m really enjoying it although it stresses me out all the freaking time.

Okay that was a lot of bla bla, anyway,

What are you studying? Do you even study? Let me know!

I hope you had a great start into the week 🙂

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I’m a mess | Blogmas#14

I’m a fucking mess. I’m so sorry but there will no post today. My weekend was so god damn stressful because of university stuff. I hope I got this next week because I had no time to think about posts or to write something. My next week is kinda busy but I’ll try my best.

I’m sorry again! 😦

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My bedtime routine | Blogmas#13

My bedtime routine | Blogmas#13

A few posts ago I postet my morning routine and here I present you my bedtime routine. Maybe you get inspired to make a routine for yourself. It helps me to keep my shit together, I. swear.

Let’s start my routine!


I start my routine with the dinner. I don’t it always something in the evening.

That day I ate just two slices of bread.

Clean my room

After dinner I usually clean my room. Sometimes I’m not in the mood or their isn’t something I have to clean up.

Shower and body care

Then I go in the shower and after that I do some body care. Especially in the winter time I hate when my skin is dry.

Prepare for the next day

During my student life I started to do my backpack for the next day in the evening before. It helps to not get stressed in the morning. And I think about my clothes I want to wear and prepare them. This safes time in the morning, either.

Face care & bathroom

On this day I didn’t remove my makeup before I got into the shower. So I had to do that and then moisturise my face. And of course I brush my teeth.


Like in the morning I do some journaling in the evening. I fill out my habit tracker for that day and think of the To-do’s of the next day. And sometimes I draw something.


I have to admit that I’m not reading every single day but I really want to so I have it in my routine.

Currently I’m reading ‘Calm The Fuck Down’ from Sarah Knight.

Good night

This was my whole routine and then it’s time to go to bed.

Good night!

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Christmas Bucketlist | Blogmas#12

Christmas Bucketlist | Blogmas#12

I made a bucketlist for December. These are the things I want to do in December or I did already. I don’t think you need any explanation So I guess I just show you the pic and maybe you get inspired to do some of that either.

Happy Friday the 13th!

I hope you all have a great Christmas time so far.

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My tattoos | Blogmas#11

My tattoos | Blogmas#11

If you follow me on Instagram, you know that I have some tattoos. In this post I’ll explain what they mean, when I got them,which one was the most painful and of course the money.

(I’m so sorry that the photos aren’t the best or a lot but I didn’t have time to make new one )

My first tattoo

I got my very first tattoo on my 18th birthday as a gift from my parents. They knew that I despertaly wanted a tattoo.

The motive

Explanation: My mom and my dad have their astrological sign tatooed. My brother wants to get his too. So I wanted to get mine too. Family-Tattoo.

My astrologial sign is virgin. That’s the first symbol.

The symbol in the middle is my element, which is earth.

And the last is my planet which is Mercury.

The arrows are just decoartion.

I wanted to get this motive because I did’nt see it anywhere and I think it’s not mainstream and kina unique.

Pain & Price

I didn’t hurt actually. Sometime it was a bit unpleasant but it wasn’t painful.

I payed 150€ for this tattoo. (Actually my parents did)


I don’t regret it at all!! I love it so much. It is now two years old and I’m happy when I see it.

My second and third tattoo

I got my second and third tattoo together. Their both small and it was cheaper to get them together. This was one year after my first tattoo, so I was 19.

The motives

The first motive is a wine glas. Yes, I know. Someone would say that is a dumb motive. But this tattoo is a friendship tattoo with my best friend. I know her for 10 years now.

The second motive are dog paws. I love dogs. I lived with dogs my whole life. I want to have dogs. My life is all about dogs. This is why I wanted to get them. In honor of my old dog and my *new* little princess.

Pain & Price

The wine glas: I didn’t feel anything! I’m really honst with you but I didn’t even feel the needle or something. This was my least painful tattoo.

The dog paws: OMG! This was the most painful tattoo I have so far. I’m so glad that this place of my body ist gone now because I had so much pain.

If anyone is familiar with tatooing: They only used the thick needle, to fill, for my paws, they didn’t use the thin one, that’s why I had so much pain. I also blacked out three times and I had to lie down (I sat while tatooing).

I payed 100€ for both of them together.


One could say that I regret my wine glas. I don’t regret it yet! I know I will sometimes but it is so small and yeah. I think it’s funny. I love wine too.

And I love my paws. I’m sad that I don’t see them but I love them.

My fourth tattoo

Last but not least. Some of you may know that I went to Amsterdam for my 20th birthday. Okay let’s sink that in: my 20th birthday with my best friends, Amsterdam (the city I love the most). Okay greayt place and time to get a new tattoo. I got that tattoo after my birthday, so I was 20 at that time.

The motive




I don’t want to write them together because maybe someone thinks of something else than Amsterdam. But this is the coat of arms of Amsterdam. If you are in Amsterdam before, you’ll see this three x’s EVERYWHERE. I think it looks so damn cool!


Nop. Not at all! I love it so so so much!

Pain & Price

It didn’t hurt at all!

I payed 100€ for this tattoo.


18: first Tattoo

19: two more tattoos

20: fourth tattoo

Total: I’m 20 and have four tattoos.

Yes I want to get more and maybe next year…..

I love all of them and I think it is worth the money because they look cool and they are a part of you. I love that thought.

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My morning routine | Blogmas#10

My morning routine | Blogmas#10

In the past I wasn’t a morning person. I hated the morning. But then I started to make a routine and now I kinda like to stand up earlier. So this is my ideal morning routine for you guys. I’m a student, so I go to university almost every day.

Let’ start my routine!

Wake up

On this day I had to be at university at 1:50 pm, so I woke up later than normal. It depends when I have to be at university. So I woke up at 8:35 am.


The first thing in the morning is water! As soon as I wake up I drink some water. Stay hydrated!


Then I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth, wash my face and use moisturiser.

Make my bed

After that I make my bed. I used to hate this but it really changes your whole vibe of the day. First of all it looks better and you have one task accomplished of your day. It’s a great feeling. Try it.


Coffee-time! I need my coffee in the morning.


When my coffee is finished I sit down with my coffee and my Bullet Journal and plan out my day and the week.

Get ready

When I am finished with my planning I go back in my room and put on some make up. I normally do my go-to make up. Maybe I make a post about this routine.

Get dressed

After my make up, I get dressed for the day.


I don’t eat breakfast every day, it depends when I have to get up.

Start my day

Then I’m ready to start my day. I don’t tell you what I’m doing all day because I will write a post about one day in my life. Maybe I’ll write two edition, one university edition and one home edition. So stay tuned.

I wish you a great day and I’m curious what your morning routine is.

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What I spend in week as a student | Blogmas#9

What I spend in week as a student | Blogmas#9

I thought it would be cool if I make a post “WHAT I SPEND IN A WEEK AS A *BROKE* STUDENT”. Because I don’t have much money to spend, I am a student and students are broke.

TBH I failed at this post. I forgot to take photos or videos during the week so I hope it’s not as horrible as I think. Let’s try!

Some weeks I spend more and some weeks I spend less. It is different every week.


So on Monday I had to be at the university at 10 am. I decided to drive with my car that day.

My first purchase this day was at 11:57 am and I bought cigarettes. They were 4,90€.

Yes I smoke, yes it’s bad, yes I know it, yes I should stop.

At 12:44 I bought lunch: 4,00€.

After university I drove home and I hat to get gas on the highway because I was scared. So I didn’t fill my tank because it was fucking expensive. 5:70 pm: 5,44€

Then I went to another gas station: 7:00pm – 20,01€


On Thursday I had to be at University at 9:40 am.

I bought some breakfast at a supermarket. 9:10 am – 1,82€

At lunch I ate something I brought with me.

And in the evening I didn’t eat something.


On Wednesday I had to be at University at 8:00 am. This was fucking horrible because I had to take the train at 6:30 am. And I’m not a mining person. And it was fucking cold!

I honestly thought that I made a video because I bought my whole food in the morning at a supermarket. Meh 😦 I’m dumb. Anyway I decided to buy my food for the whole day. 7:37 am – 6,54€

I was the whole day at university. This was my only purchase that day.

In the evening I ate something at home.


On Thursday I had to be at work at 8:00 am. So I didn’t eat breakfast.

After work I had to get something from the pharmacy. 1:05pm – 26,90€

Then I had to get food for my cats. 1:20 – 3,99€

I ate lunch at home.

That was my Thursday.


On Friday I had no University so I ate breakfast at home.

The whole day I worked at my blog and some posts.

In the evening I helped a friend of mine to film something. So we went to a Christmas market and their I drank some punch and in a restaurant a glas of wine. Punch – 4,00€ * 3 and wine with tip – 4,00€


On Saturday I went to the supermarket to get breakfast – 7,24€

At home I cooked Lasagne so I didn’t buy anything at the rest of the day.

I stayed home all day,


On Sunday we had a family brunch. It was delicious. And then I got to work.

So after work I had to pay the Park & Ride – 3,60€


The Total is……….


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